Feelings are Nothing

At the end of the day, your feelings are nothing but principles have promises. Your feelings doesn't matter.

Moving on

Since I entered the proper years for Dental Medicine, I've been so stressed, depressed, frustrated and so lost. I've been so damn dead on my grades. My goodness. I never thought it would be this much. I already heard that proper years wouldn't be easy and it would consume lots of your time but I never thought I would be so distracted this much. You know I've been trying so hard to move on and forget but I guess it would really take so much time. I was almost there when he came back and ruined my recovery. Damn! He's so stupid.

My Greatest Dream

When I entered college at 16, I always think of achieving my purpose of studying and it's to finish my studies with all dignity and have a noble job. Ever since I was younger, I have been very interested to military stuffs. I want to work in the Armed Forces of the Philippines as a dentist and this is my greatest dream. Some may misunderstand this thought but honestly, this is how i see myself about four to six years from now. Maybe because my father is part in the Philippine Army as a reservist and I have known some of his friends who are soldiers. For me they are just totally selfless and that totally captures my attention. It would be my honor and a self-fulfilling life to have an opportunity to give back the service of this men by serving them with my profession.

When It's Over

It was like a fairytale- kinda like an obsession after all. Well, he was a great guy at first. After three years when I first met him, we saw each other again. He was a good guy. He sends me home after roaming around. Where can you find a guy who would send you home every time you hang around no matter how waste of time? He was a serious type of person but unknowingly do too clever stuffs. I never thought our friendship wouldn't last. The pain is unbearable when you try to fix things right but he refused to do so.

------lovestorypamore

I Realized That Friendships Are Untrue

I know that I always find it hard to bare emotional stuffs. One day, I saw how brutal and selfish men is for their own safety. Sad to say that the I am totally trampled down for this.

I could not bare the disappointment and the pressure put on me as the consequence of this act. I no longer attend my next class and rushed to my boarding house where i burst out in anger and sad feelings. How could they do this to me? What have I done enough for them to throw me away like a garbage? They know what kind of person I am and it would be better for them to be on my place rather because they are fancy to fit in?

I told God, "Why did you allow this?" but it was wrong of course.

I was totally bothered that day and I went far from these dumb people. I went to a coffee shop and spent almost four hours there. well, there foods are all expensive but the place was good anyway. I did think and think of my situation and realized to look rather on the positive side of it so that I 'll be able to overcome it and  make my life go on.

There was nobody for me.

When my kuya knew it of course he came to see me. I learned a lot from his words. He said that you are not related to them by blood and you cried because of them? It was like an opening to me. it's the fact but I just can't bare how it felt like. Though h e was just three years older than me, i saw how mature he was on the way he lived he life and see his problems.

The lesson I learned is to never put your heart to your friends, always find new friends and always be strong, do not cry.

LOSERS are BURDENS

Kung may exam, dapat sikaping mag-aral ng mabuti hanggang mamaster ang lessons at ng di na magtanong ng magtanong sa katabi at akalain ng teachers na kayong dalawa ay CHEATERS at LOSERS.

Soldier Dentist of AFP Dental Service Command (AFPDSC)

Actually, it is my long time dream of working in the AFP as a dentist that motivates me to continue and work harder on my studies. I really salute soldiers and they are totally selfless for me. I think it is my father that really influenced me to think on the military the positive way. Since I was in the kindergarten, my father has been working in the military as a reservist. I know it has no salary at all but I think it is his interest in the military that made him to continue in service until now that I am 18 years old. I grew up seeing him wearing those uniform and his heavy combat shoes. For me, it was totally cool and I want to wear them too. I thought before. Soldiers for me are great since they are offering their lives in service weather they live or die. My intention is to serve these soldiers morally. I want to work for there welfare. Through this, I may able to extend my gratitude to those soldiers who died for our nation even before I was born.

Learn to stand for yourself

This quote I got from google images let me thought of the reality that most of the  time we want to please our friends more than our parents. Actually, they are not the most important people in the world that we must do what they want us  to do. However, no man is an island which means we cannot live by ourselves. We need one another and of course we need to interact. The point is that we must mind our own business or shall I see focus on our priorities. We do not have to stop doing good things when our friends do not like it. What I am trying to say is that the important thing is we must achieve our goals and have no regrets at the end the best we could. We must be excellent and wise in our behavior towards life. It is necessary to set plans and not jut plans but also effective actions. We must see that we are trying to achieve something even though those people around us are trying to hinder us. I mean, so what if we study hard or do not go out with friends because we think it is better to do?  So what if we do not lie to our parents because we love them more than to cover up the lies of our friends? Life is worth living for for the people who send us to school and loves us unconditionally through it all. Doing things that pleases our family is much better than for our friends. Anyway, they do not send us to school nor work so hard to feed and clothe us.